My first blog,


Hi.

Smile
And it'll be okay
Smile
And you'll be fine
But really, it won't be okay
I can't pretend
I can't just smile
I can't choose to be happy
Life doesn't work that way
I'm either fine or I'm not
I'm not okay or I am
I can't fake it til I make it
I don't work that way

It's okay to cry once in a while
It's okay to not smile sometimes, when you're feeling down
It's okay to feel
It's not okay to be completely numb
It's okay to say you're not okay
It's not okay to say you're fine, when you're not
It's not okay to smile, when you're not really happy
It's okay to not be okay

Apparently, I should be happy
'Cause I have a good life
I can't be suicidal
'Cause I have such a good life
I should just smile and suck it up

You're the one who sees I'm not as heartless as people think
You know I don't have a black heart
I'm not heartless
You see through it all
You see through my façade
It's all a façade

I pretend I'm heartless
But I have a heart
You see through my little act
I pretend I don't care
But you know I care
You see through it all

You're the only one who sees I'm not as heartless as people think
You know I don't have a black heart
I'm not heartless
You see through my façade
It's all a façade

I'm cold and hostile at first
But I've got a soft side
You know I can be warm and friendly
I'm a tsundere
You know I only show that side around you
You're the only one who knows what I'm really like
You're the only one I really like
You're the only one I really trust

You're the one who sees I'm not as heartless as people think
You know I don't have a black heart
I'm not heartless
You see through it all
You see through my façade
It's all a façade

I hide my emotions
I act emotionless
I almost never cry
But when I do, I try not to let it show
I act heartless, but I'm not
I'm not heartless or emotionless or cold
I care, though I try to hide it
I hide it most of the time

He's a prince, disguised as a devil
He acts like he doesn't care, but he does
I can see through it all
He acts like he's heartless
I know he has a heart
I can see through that masquerade
It's just a masquerade

He pretends he's heartless
But he has a heart
I see through his little act
He pretends he doesn't care
But I know he cares
I see through it all

He's a prince, disguised as a devil
He acts like he doesn't care, but he cares
I can see through it all
He acts like he's heartless
I know he has a heart
I can see through that masquerade
It's just a masquerade

He's cold and hostile at first
But he's got a soft side
He can be warm and friendly
He's such a tsundere
He only shows that side around me
I'm the only one who knows what he's really like
'Cause I'm the only one he actually likes
And I'm the only one he trusts

He's a prince, disguised as a devil
He acts like he doesn't care, but he does
I can see through it all
He acts like he's heartless
I know he has a heart
I can see through that masquerade
It's just a masquerade