Sins enslavement - Who owns you?

So our sins attack us... dragging us in the opposite direction of where we want to go.
They put a vice on our mind..torment us.. and moving and living is a complete struggle.. never ending pain.
and this pain will be in vain.. if they don't reach out to Jesus.

These sins put daggers in us.. hooks.. and locks. They keep us in the dark..
While we harm ourselves.. wanting life yet taking in more death..trying to forget we hurt.

Trying to forget we feel lonely.. believing the lie..no one can help us.
Lead to wanting to die but so scared to do so. Because our soul is not at rest.
How could it be? We surrendered it in one way or another to satan.
He sits there and pokes us, harms us like we're a voo-doo doll/After all he owns us.

Who and what we surrender to has claims on our soul.
If it be Jesus Christ whom loves us or satan who hates us and is really jealous of us.

So walking in the redemption, forgiveness God gives all those who call out to Jesus..
A heart that longs to know Jesus.. Will not be fettered, the daggers removed, all the evil ties to us will be broken.
The longer we walk with Jesus the freer we get. We no longer have to feel or be powerless against the sins that seek us out to take our souls..and pull us from our true God..whom Satan hates!
And even when satan comes back... those old sins come calling us.. trying to seduce our flesh.. we are free to say no!!
We do not have to be taken into bondage.. no longer can satan pull us off to some vortex of never ending nightmares.
We learn the ways of life..and no longer ignorantly..or rebelliously walk in death. We were never created to be friends with death.. nor satan the one who has promised us all something.. but really should just stand up and say to our face "Can I have your Soul?" Many would run if this were the case..

God's promises are right here before us... And when we know we are being pulled from our destiny in him.. to know him.. to know his love so true.. when we know that we are lost.. he has made a way for us. Those sins don't have to define us.. they can be the defining moment of what Jesus will set you free from. He does not see us as sin.. he sees us whole, healed and in the state he created us to be.. walking in his power.. love and freedom. Jesus says it doesn't matter what you've done.. even if you spat in my face.. I love you and want to set you free.
I will make you overcome.. I will show you how valuable you are, I will show you one day what happened when you let me take it all away.

This prisoner was bound in chains... chains of past sins.. and sins galore - Even from Ancestors following the serpent of old..
I heard you cry out to me that night.. God if you love me show me the way out.. I was moved with compassion.. I felt what you felt.. Even those stings on your flesh..I felt them.. as you stood in what should of been the massacre of your soul.. those unrelenting sins.. You hated those sins.. you said God their has to be a better way. I want to live with you.. but my whole life I've know nothing but sin... Help me, HELP ME..I WANT TO LIVE!
With tears streaming my face.. I felt your heart ache.. I said to you just call out my name.
"Jesus" This is how the captive got free.
I am real, I am true, I love you like no other in this world..
Dare to say NO to this world..please do and do it soon..RIGHT NOW! I am the Prince of Peace.. The great I am.. Here to lead you home.. Let us say goodbye to this world together the day I take you away.
I have important work for you to do..
seek me for the time is now.
I love you..
Please tell them all I love them the same as I love you!

Who does your soul belong too?

9-13-14

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9

Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world. John 1

"Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends. "You are My friends if you do what I command you."No longer do I call you slaves, for the slave does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I have heard from My Father I have made known to you
"You did not choose Me but I chose you, and appointed you that you would go and bear fruit, and that your fruit would remain, so that whatever you ask of the Father in My name He may give to you. "This I command you, that you love one another. John 15

Jesus Said "Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak." Mark 14:38

um...new to this...don't know what to say. umm...friend me?

I can add blog posts? That's cool. It's really like Myspace haha.It feels kinda like a mix with Myyearbook (What's it called now?)

I still wish it had all the apps Myspace did, like buddypoke, and all the other cool things.

I remember an app where you could give tags to other users. That's how I figured out my bf liked me lol. That was like 5 years ago. ;-;

A PERSON'S HEART REVEALS HIS TRUE NATURE AND MOTIVATION.
** IN JEREMIAH 17:10, THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GOD "SEARCH[ES] THE HEART AND EXAMINE[S] THE MIND" AND THEN REWARDS PEOPLE FOR WHAT THEIR CONDUCT DESERVES. AS JESUS POINTED OUT WHEN OBSERVING THE WIDOW'S OFFERING, THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE ACTION IS DRIVEN BY THE HEART (LUKE 21:1-4). JESUS SAID THAT THE WIDOW GAVE MORE TO THE TEMPLE BY GIVING TWO COINS THAN THOSE WHO PUT MUCH MORE IN THE TEMPLE TREASURY BECAUSE OF WHAT WAS IN HER HEART (SHE GAVE ALL THAT SHE HAD).
Thoughts contrary to the Word make mischief in your heart. Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks Luke 6:45
The upright (honorable, intrinsically good) man out of the good treasure [stored] in his heart produces what is upright (honorable and intrinsically good), and the evil man out of the evil storehouse brings forth that which is depraved (wicked and intrinsically evil); for out of the abundance (overflow) of the heart his mouth speaks -Luke 6;45 Amp
My son, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings. Let them not escape from your sight; keep them within your heart. For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their flesh.
PROVERBS 4:20-22

Read more here >> Emergency Heart Transplant From God heavenbound5511.hubpages.com/hub/Gods-promise-to-give-us-a-new-heart

Pawing at closed doors..
Waiting for release
Those God doors -
he opens and closes
Am I done yet?
Gained through the pain
I still praise your name
faithful to your name

satan shall not reign
Latter rain fall
I receive
walking this out
let me bring you glory
this life I gave to you

jealousy of the evil one
I know your end
Lake of fire
the whole world
will see you scream

Fully trained
You laughed
I cried
In Christ I died
Tremble..
raised from the dead
Enough said

9-6-14


But we speak God's wisdom in a mystery, the hidden wisdom which God predestined before the ages to our glory; the wisdom which none of the rulers of this age has understood; for if they had understood it they would not have crucified the Lord of glory; but just as it is written, "THINGS WHICH EYE HAS NOT SEEN AND EAR HAS NOT HEARD, AND which HAVE NOT ENTERED THE HEART OF MAN, ALL THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM." 1 Cor 2

01. Do you have a nickname?
-A few.

02. Are you a virgin?
-No.

03. When is the last time you had sex?
-Less than 6 months ago.

04. What are your bad/good habits?
-Depends on your definition.

05. Have you ever walked in on someone going to bathroom? Who?
-Yes. Random women in gas stations. Classmates in elementary school. My mother in the bathtub.

06. Name one thing about your body you love?
-I am slowly learning to love everything about my body.

07. Name one thing about your body you hate?
-No, no, no. I'd rather not focus on those things.

08. Do you have any freckles on your hands?
-I have freckles everywhere.

09. Are you wearing a thong right now?
-Nope. Commando.

10. What color is your underwear?
-Or lack thereof?

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
-No. I never do.

12. Have they ever cheated on you?
-This question is invalid.

13. Did you wake up to a good morning text?
-No. I woke up to a picture message from my friend Caiquee.

14. Have you ever purchased condoms?
-Yes.

15. Have you ever had shower sex?
-No.

16. Do you find yourself sexy?
-Sometimes. :)

17. Have you ever watched porn?
-Yes.

18. Have you ever caught someone else watching porn?
-Yes.

19. What size show are you?
-What on earth does this even mean?

20. Have you ever got into a fist fight?
-No.

20. ^ Be honest, did you lose that fight?
-Let's be honest, I haven't been in one.

21. Have you ever sent a nude snapchat?
-I have never had snapchat.

22. Have you ever found a teacher sexy?
-Yes. Mr. Nolde, fourth grade.

23. Have you ever had sex at school?
-No.

24. Do you have your period right now?
-No.

25. Did you shower today?
-Bathed.

26. Can you count on one hand how many people you made out with?
-No.

27. Do you smoke weed?
-Quite 420 friendly.

28. Do you plan on getting drunk today?
-No.

29. Do you have a go-to sexy outfit you wear to get someones attention?
-Lol goodness no.

30. What color is your bra?
-It's almost 1 a.m. and you think I'm still wearing a bra?

31. What do you see yourself doing with your life in 5 years, 10 years?
-Noooo freakin' clue.

32. What has been an embarrassing moment for you?
-Falling in 4-inch heels in the hallway my senior year of H.S.

33. What is your biggest goal in life?
-To figure out what my goals are in life. :p

34. Describe yourself in 3 words.
-Figure it out.

35. Tell me your 3 weaknesses:
-When guys read, and not that half-assed shit. I'm talking Shakespeare, Poe, Stephen King! Hahaha. PIZZA. And Kurt Cobain.

36.Did you masturbate today?
-No.

37. What are your point of view of the world? Liberal/conservative, spiritual/atheist
-I'm pretty spiritual but not religious. I believe we are all energy.

38. What to you would the perfect life consists of?
-Lots of beautiful places, lots of beautiful people, and lots of beautiful memories.

39. Is there an age where being a virgin, you think, would be awkward?
-No. I was nineteen before I lost it.

40. Do you still have feelings for your ex?
-I don't really have an ex.

41. Do you think you look okay without makeup on?
-I wear cover-up and that's pretty much as far as my flirtation with makeup goes.

42. Ever skinny dipped?
-Yes.

43. Ever skinny dipped in the ocean?
-No.

44. Have you ever peed outside?
-Yes.

45. Gay rights are human rights, right?
-Right.

46. List 3 of your hobbies:
-Photography, summer swimmin', and I'm an avid walker (not the zombie).

47. Have you ever had a sexy Skype chat?
-Lol yes.

48. Do you think you would make a good parent someday?
-I know I would.

49. Are you a teen mom?
-Nope. Almost twenty-one and still no little beeb.

50. Your first kiss was _______, (describe it.)
-In a bathroom with my best friend when I was five years old. Not exactly romantic but it's kind of a cute story if you know the whole thing. :p

51. What is your dream job?
-I'm still figuring this out. For now, I'm chill cashiering at Elmer's.

52. Do you remember your dream from last night?
-Something about spaghetti and meatballs spilling everywhere and getting really pissed off about it. I don't know, it didn't make much sense.

53. Do you have a stripper friend?
-Lol I have friends who would take their clothes off if they were very drunk and very hot.

54. What is your ideal vacation?
-Just getting the f*ck outta dodge for a minute, seeing some cool people and doing some cool things.

55. Do you have a favorite movie?
-There are a lot of movies that I really dig.

56. Is there a song that makes you cry?
-Nah.

57. Did you cry today?
-Uhm technically yes because The Walking Dead f*cking tears my soul apart.

58. Did you see the bed as a kid?
-WHAT? Okay seriously this is the second question that makes no sense.

59. What are your views on open relationships? Do you know what an open relationship is?
-I know what an open relationship is, and I personally would not want one. My views on them would probably be best kept to myself.

60. Have you ever had a sexual gay experience?
-Yes...I'm pansexual...

61. Do you believe long distance relationships can work?
-Ugh. This question though. Not for me personally but maybe for two other really committed people?

62. Do you believe that “Money can’t buy happiness?”
-Nope. It can't. My dad fails to grasp this concept.

63. Do you like your job?
-Most days I absolutely adore my job.

64. Is there someone in your family that you wish weren’t part of your family?
-Nope. I'm chill with pretty much all of them. Even the REALLY crazy ones.

65. Do you know anyone in jail?
-I haven't checked the list at the jail lately, but I'm sure I could find a name or two to scoff at.

66. Have you ever shoplifted?
-One time. Ugh. I hated myself but it was -40 degrees outside, I was walking thirteen blocks, and I had cigarettes but NO lighter and NO money...I stole a f*cking two pack of Bics from Wally World.

67. Would you like to be famous? In what way?
-I would not like to be famous. In any way. Ever.

68. Do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?
-Nope. Not a clue. Not worried about it.

69. How do you feel about your relationship with your mother?
-My mom is great when she's not drinking. Absolutely.

70. Do you know who your father is?
-Lol yeah in fact he and my mother are both currently sleeping in THEIR bed.

71. Do you believe in Karma as “what goes around comes around”?
-YES 1,000x YES.

72. Do you pick your nose in private?
-Hahaha honestly sometimes I pick it in public (just not at work).

73. Do you fart in front of your friends?
-Uhm a few of them. I try not to like disgustingly rip ass in front of anyone ever. I feel like it's rude or something I guess.

74. Have you done drugs other than weed?
-Yes.

75. Would your parents be pissed if they saw this survey?
-Uhm they'd probably be like WTF and my dad would tell me I was giving out too much information (like he ALWAYS does when I do these) but other than that no.

76. Do you find Zac Efron sexy?
-Uh. Not really, no. He's okay as an actor, I guess. He played that autistic character in that one Lifetime movie really well.

77. Do you think aliens are real?
-Yup. And if you think there are billions of galaxies with US as the only form of intelligent life then...

78. Do you swim well?
-Yes. We had a pool from the time I was about 6 until I was probably 10 or 11. Plus I live in the Great Lakes state 15 minutes from Lake Michigan in like 3 different directions. ;)

79. Have you ever had a emergency surgery?
-Nope. Thank goodness for that.

80. Do you think you are fat?
-I know I am overweight. It could be a lot worse, or a lot better, but I am comfortable in my own skin.

81 Do you have a gym membership?
-No, but I'm thinking about joining Anytime Fitness.

82. Have you ever dated a guy after your friend did?
-No lol but one of my friends did that to me once. I warned her. Did NOT listen. Got real upset when he was exactly what I said he was.

83. What age did you start drinking?
-Thirteen.

84. Is your mom your best friend?
-Definitely one of them.

85. Are you regretting taking this survey?
-Lol no I could give a shit less about this website.

86. Are you in/planning to go to college?
-Planning to go. For something. Eventually.

87. What was the wildest dare ever given to you?
-To like lick something off my best friend's tits Idk we were really young and experimental and in my camper with boys.

88. What was/is High School like for you?
-High school sucked. /end.

89. Do you find any of your friends hot?
-I did I guess at one point. Now it's like meh you guys are cool let's not make it weird.

90. Are you glad this survey is almost over?
-Once again, indifferenttttt.

91. What do you think of Obama?
-HE'D BE THE COOLEST EVER if he was never president ever. Literally. That's what I think. Politicians suck but his real personality is prime.

92. Are you registered to vote?
-YAS.

93. Did you take a selfie today?
-I did as a matter of fact.

94. Who was the last person to compliment you?
-I don't remember.

95. Do you believe that ghosts exist?
-I believe it's possible for energy to linger. And manifest.

96. Do you have any scars on your body?
-Yes. I have a legit serious picking problem and some pretty terrible spots of skin.

97. Have you ever thought about getting plastic surgery?
-Noooo.

98. Name the one person you can count on?
-The parentals, obvs.

99. You got 99 problems; name one:
-Horrible anger issues.

100. What is your goal for today?
-Finish this survey. OH LOOK I NAILED IT.

Our favorite drinks are being poisoned MORE and MORE with sucralose and aspartame.
It is ALARMING in the last year or more the increase of this being added to our food and drinks.

Like sunny delight. Now not only has high fructose corn syrup..but along with it aspartame and sucralose??
I know High fructose corn syrup is bad but, combining all 3 WOW!.. That's Horrible!! WHY 3 different sweeteners in one product? To KILL people faster.. And let's note Sunny Delight was already too sweet.. why add more?? Than change label to say 40% less sugar!! And it tastes even sweeter...and is poisonous!!?

Here's some names of drinks and foods that I can think of and more~

Brisk tea, some of V8 splash and smoothie drinks, those 6 pack of kool aide bottles, Hawaiian punch...
Arizona diet tea, (Arizona green tea and their regular tea does not have Sucralose and aspartame in it. Not yet at least)
ALL those little bottles of drink flavors to add to water.

Check your Ice Cream too!!

I recently brought an Orange Freeze from Stake and Shake. It has to NOW have artificial sweeteners in it. I had to throw it away. It gave that bitter after taste..horrible!!
And it used to be one of my favorites!!
Many of those popular chewing gums. The one's in cute packages and containers!!

Also many candies have it in them but are listed as an NATURAL INGREDIENT and many more.
I'm finding better ingredients are still in many of the higher priced stuff..along with cheaper places like Aldi's- Who have there own brand.

**If we stop buying there products, they'll eventually stop using these sweeteners. Let them know why we don't want there product!!
Some of the sweeteners and More doesn't have to be listed on label if it is less than 5% by law -instead is aloud to be called natural flavor even when it's NOT!

**I'm not trying to cause fear..just be smart and avoid what you can and pray over all your food and drinks.. they are doing stuff to almost everything. Trusting God to be able to eat and drink is a MUST THESE DAYS!!
Seek him and trust him for everything.. So as you hear about all the evil stuff they are doing.. Be smart and also pray in Jesus name against and to stand in the midst of..so it will not destroy as satan's mission is- KILL,STEAL and DESTROY!!

`The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.John 10:10

`By the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony, we overcome the world!!! Rev 12

_ Check all the drinks and sweet stuff you are eating..they may of changed some stuff.

**My son's were complaining of head aches a lot..and I came across this info and started checking all there drinks and etc.. they have not had a headache problem anymore. But for a while they were making all kinds of complaints.**

Having an increased problem with migraines? It may be what you're eating!
Many other health problems arise from these sweeteners too..enough to kill you!

Sucralose example : ~Migraines~
Sucralose may be a trigger for migraines, according to a study published in the August, 2006 issue of ''Headache: Journal of Head and Face Pain.'' Physicians should keep the potential causal relationship between sucralose and migraines in mind when they are taking the health history of people who suffer migraines, recommends lead study author Rajendrakumar M. Patel of the Mercer University School of Medicine in Macon, Georgia.

Sucralose (Splenda) is a Chlorocarbon.
It is in the same family of chemicals as DDT and PCBs.
www.holisticmed.com/splenda/

Sucralose -- Adverse Effects Seen in Research
www.holisticmed.com/splenda/research-adverse.html

ASPARTAME VERSUS SPLENDA (SUCRALOSE)

The dangers of aspartame are now widely known, but the risks of using Splenda are not documented – until now. Splenda may not penetrate the blood brain barrier as aspartame does, hence entering the brain and creating neurotoxin havoc at the brain center, but Splenda CAN adversely affect the body in several ways because it IS a chemical substance and not natural sugar.

December newsletter Equal Sues Splenda

The same patterns with aspartame (NutraSweet/Equal) are repeating with sucralose (Splenda). Their claims of product safety and research results are identical to those used by The NutraSweet Company. Note the comparisons and repetitions between the products, the corporations, and marketing. Maybe now, consumers can prevent damage to human health sooner than with NutraSweet, which has damaged the health and lives of millions of innocent consumers since it was placed in the public food supply in 1982.

Has the FDA repeated the aspartame approval process for sucralose, allowing a product with proven carcinogens to flood our food supply? Only time will tell, as it has with aspartame. Yet at the cost of human lives.

Knowledge is power. As an educated consumer, you have the awareness to choose what you and your family will ingest. Unnatural artificial sweeteners may affect your health. Why take the chance? With this book, you woke up and smelled the coffee just in time. Now you can drink it safely. www.splendaexposed.com/

SUCRALOSE CAN KILL YOU!!! www.thecompounder.com/answers-a-ideas/things-to-avoid/sugar-a-sweeteners/splenda-can-kill

Sucralose wreak havoc in whole body search search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=A0LEV0vrBgRUOZMAty9XNyoA?ei=UTF-8andtype=A211US0andfr=mcafeeandp=sucralose+wreak+havoc+in+whole+bodyandSpellStateandfr2=sp-qrw-corr-top

The Dangers of Splenda ((Sucralose )) "Sucralose is one of the most tested food .." www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/splenda.asp

Suicidal Jewish Girl to Orthodox Jew to Believer of Jesus! Many Jews come to Jesus!
* * On it's Super Natural. Ayelet Steckbeck was born Jewish family in Israel but she was not religious. After army service, she became so suicidal. At the time she was thinking about killing herself, she saw the Father God crying and weeping for her. So she became religious. She went to Yeshiva and became orthodox Jew. She was curious about Messiah and prayed to God that God dwelled in her body. One day, she had experience that God came to her. Soon after she knew that it was the Holy Spirit. Later, even she got encountered with Jesus.


This is about coming to Jesus for help not about becoming an orthodox Jew. We all need Jesus! He does the impossible!
youtu.be/ohYufe92ptQ

Well a lot of the shows in which I already watch..... Are returning.... Then again some in which I used to watch during the fall last yr.... Sadly won't be returning...

The ones in which they are actually are returning.... Are
1. The Originals - Season 2
2. Marvel's Agents of Shield - Season 2
3. Sleepy Hollow - Season 2
4. Arrow - Season 3
5. White Collar - Season 6 (Sadly, this will be the final season)
6. The Vampire Diaries - Season 6 (Possibility of being the final season, Unsure atm)
7. Supernatural - Season 10
8. NCIS - Season 12
9. NCIS Los Angeles - Season 6
10. NCIS New Orleans - Season 1
11. Marvel's Agent Carter - Season 1
12. Person of Interest - Season 4

Now shows in which they have already returned and or that have premiered already are:

1. The Fosters - Season 2
2. Chasing Life - Season 1 (New show)
3. Girl Meets World - Season 1 (New Show)(Excited for season 2)
4. Royal Pains - Season 6

Pt 1

youtu.be/SMcTChts3TQ





Pt 2

youtu.be/dvqqH1yHA8I

DeadBeat [ A Conversation With My Father ] - @jackiehillperry youtu.be/lfzh-LC3yjo?t=1m53s

The feeling, that I have inside is a feeling that is quite difficult to hide. The souls that seem to surround me, are the souls that are vulnerable yet somehow unfree. They're dark, twisted and compose selfish beings, I'm ashamed to share a world with these types of demeans.
I can't compose myself any longer, for the darkness inside has only grown stronger.
I want to get back to the girl that I once was. The girl who was absolutely fearless, the girl who could help anyone.
These days,I seem to not care any longer, for my hate for everything has only grown stronger.
I can't hide my tears forever, because my slumber is full of sorrow and somber.
Your judgment means nothing, because this feeling compels my entire being. I want to be happy, so happy I could fly, but the fear has grown stronger inside.
I cannot trust anyone, nobody at all, because whoever lifts you up is usually the reason of why you fall. To trust someone would only be wronger, for my introvert ways have only grown stronger.
Maybe it's myself, the one I should blame, but I can't forget the way I've been shamed.


"She smiles, to mask the pain her heart. She laughs, to conceal the tears in her eyes."

Men's Hearts Will Fail them of Fear- Be Secure In Christ heavenbound5511.hubpages.com/hub/Are-You-Ready-Stand-When-The-Great-Fear-Comes

Psalm 91 - Bible Promises Spoken
youtu.be/q8Gs2Xmvv2Q

Ebola, Bioterror, Green/Red/Nuclear and Flesh Eating Water - Is America Under A Curse?
youtu.be/Djtq60oIfb0