My mind's spinning
I can't think
My thoughts are jumbled up, scrambled
I feel like I'm losing it
I feel there's something wrong with me

My mind is messed up
I can't think straight
I can't concentrate
I am distracted
I need a doctor
I'm losing my mind
(Illusions)

What is wrong with my brain?
My brain is not working properly
It's like a computer
What can I do?
Nothing I do seems to be working

I'm sweet, but I'm a bit mean
I'm nice, but I can be rude
I'm mischievous, but a little bit manipulative
I'm so dramatic I could be an actress
I'm sarcastic and sassy
I don't care if people like me or not
I don't care what other people think
I'm not who I was when I was 16
Yeah, I'm positive, now
But I'm still me
I don't want kids
And no one should judge me
'Cause I'm just me
I am not goth
I am alternative
I am me

I like a lot of rock music and some pop music
I can't stand modern pop music
I like Three Days Grace, Pale Waves, First To Eleven, Paramore, Evanescence, Kelly Clarkson, Mars Argo, Rosemary Fairweather, Flyleaf, Fireflight, The Beatles, and Scarlett Pomers
I can't stand Ariana Grande, Cardi B, Taylor Swift, Beyoncé, Avril Lavigne, and Billie Eilish
I don't like kids
I don't want kids, either
And it's my choice
And no one can judge me
'Cause it's my choice