Asylum.

Please feel free to ask me question.

“You tell me to be a biblical woman.
You tell me to be a biblical so that I might become silent, complicit, weak.
Become a biblical woman. Become complacent with the authority of a man.
I am a biblical woman.
I am Deborah with the power to control the armies, the wisdom to prophesy. I do not tolerate the cowardice of men. I will give victory and honor where it is due: to the woman who is brave enough to stand.
I am Jael. I have the blood of the enemy on my hands. I saw a victory for my people and I took it. I took with a warm glass of milk and a tent peg to his head.
I am a biblical woman.
I am Esther, who stood up to the men in power and saved my people. I used my beauty and my position to do what is right. I am a queen.
I am Ruth, a foreigner who left everything she had for the sake of loyalty to family. I seduced the man who I knew could provide for me. I worked hard to provide for myself and for my family.
I am a biblical woman.
I am Bathsheba, who was taken advantage of by the king. I am more than just a bathing woman on the roof. He objectified me. He murdered my husband. And he was the one who paid the price.
I am Abigail, whose wit and wisdom prevented violence. I rescued my husband from his own foolishness, and I prevented the King from acting rashly and violently. I am brilliant.
I am a biblical woman.
I am Rahab, the prostitute.
I am Mary, the pregnant teenager.
I am Junia, the female apostle.
I am Dorcas, the woman who served the poor.
I am the woman at the well. An outsider welcomed into the kingdom of God.
You think that I must be silent and meek to become a biblical woman? You do not know what a biblical woman is.”

Im weird. How do i know that ? Well tons of people did tell me that :3 And im totally fine with it cuz weirdness makes (usually) people smile and smiling people are happy people :D So if you are weird as well and its troubling you think about me cuz i asure you that im much more weird than you :D -hugs everyone- Be weird and like it c: -hugs again- yea i love hugs :$

I am not sure of why I feel this way, for some reason I still feel as if I am alone and not sure why.I know I done wrong in my past, and I have learned to live with it. But for some reason, for the demons I created for myself. The haunting of what I go through each day, does not seem to be within me. I admit to the actions of being selfish and not knowing what I was doing at one time, maybe I was to selfish to see what I was doing. But to be honest, trying to make it with the faith I have now. At times I wonder, if I am being punished for the actions of how I use to be. I just hope that within time, a second chance to do what is right. Would allow me to provide something, I been dreaming for a long time now.

Hello SocialCrave!

1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
All my books are in my room :c

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My couch

3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Dragon ball z

4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
9:30pm

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:40pm

6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my boyfriend playing destiny with his buddies

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Today to watch Ant Man with my Dad

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Deviantart

9.) What are you wearing?
To be honest, just undies :'D too hot and tired to care

10.) Did you dream last night?
I did.

11.) When did you last laugh?
today

12.) What is on the walls you are in?
Lots of posters

13.) Seen anything weird lately?
Yes... >~>

14.) What do you think of this quiz?
this is a quiz?! D:

15.) What was the last film you saw?
Ant man

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
My dream car, my dream house, millions of animals, books, etc.. Lol

17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
My tummy hurts :/

18.) If you could change one thing about the world.
Get rid of all the dumbasses

19). What do you want to learn in the future?
Japanese

20.) George Bush:
Haha bush

21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I don't plan on having kids soon, but I have already thought of this. Her name shall be Skykiss :3

22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Atlas c: also thought of this

23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
Hmm

24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
Surprised you made it this far

25.) Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal
I don't have friends to tag :(

youtu.be/55cTt1mAdwU

I am calling on My YouTube Family to reach out to those captive in denominations. Tell them about My (Jesus) Love and unprecedented intimacy, tell them about transparency, where it is safe to have faults.

I want to spread this message around the world to equip the people to resist the forces of darkness. Love is My Weapon.

Many in denominations, even non denominations are tired, worn out, luke warm and wanting something deeper with Me. I'm calling them out of religion and into My Heart. ((some of what is said in the about section on youtube))

Cursed Objects >> youtu.be/L8Q3HhpNjlo

Used items, antiques, heirlooms, hand-me-downs... may come with 'extra baggage' via a curse. F1 shares a bit about idolatry and how to break curses from objects.

Musical Thanks:
'Stoic Morning' by Kevin MacLeod - incompetech.com

References:
"Out of the same mouth proceeds
blessing and cursing. My brethren,
these things ought not to be so."
James 3:10

"Blessing or Curse, You can Choose", by Derek Prince

Masaru Emoto water experiment

"Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits." Proverbs 18:21

"Many of those also who used
occult arts brought their books
together and burned them
before all men; and they
counted up the price of
them, and found it to be
fifty thousand pieces of
silver." Acts 19:19

"You shall not make for yourself an idol, or any likeness of what is in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the water under the earth. You shall not worship them or serve them; for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children, on the third and the fourth generations of those who hate Me…" Exodus 20:4-5

(Jeremiah 31:34, Hebrews 8:11)

Another video: Spirits on Objects
youtu.be/RGnxlu8OrJ0

www.hearingGod.tv

Weigh your thoughts before it become words

What have you been up to today? Anything interesting?: nothing yet since it's only 11:30 am
What was the last thing you ate?: pancakes
Do you know how to knit? Who taught you?: nope
What state or territory were you born in?: MA
Are you the type of person to dwell on the past?: yes
Are there many traffic incidents in your area?: sometimes
What's your favourite genre of music?: country
Have you ever been for a ride in the back of a truck?: yes
Are you currently downloading anything?: nope
Have you seen any good movies lately? Tell me about them.: the duff
Does your father have any facial hair?: nah
What's your favourite thing to eat for breakfast?: pancakes
Did your grandparents teach you anything?: yes
Do you want/have a Bachelor's degree?: not yet
Have you ever written a song for or about somebody?: nope
What are the longest and shortest romantic relationships you've been in?: none, they're all bullshit
Would you go on one of those galactic space flights if you had the chance?: maybe.
Do you like your license photo?: no
Are you into superheroes? Who's your favourite?: not really
Spotify, Pandora or something else entirely?: spotify, sometimes pandora, or songza
What colours do you wear the most?: black
What was the last alcoholic beverage you had?: wine
How many televisions do you have in your house? How big is the biggest?: 2
Have you ever been to Arizona? Did you like it?: love arizona
Do you have any exercise equipment in your home?: no
Are you a gossip-loving sort of person?: yes
What brand of laptop or computer do you own or use most often?: acer
What did you have for dinner last night?: pasta
How old were you when you learned to tie your own shoelaces?: idr
Have you ever felt like you were making a mistake when dating someone?: yes
^ Did you continue the relationship or end it when you realised?: done lol
When was the last time it rained where you live?: like 2 am
Have you ever bought one of those 'As Seen on TV' products?: nope.
What brand are the shoes you last wore?: pastry
Do you think you look similar to your siblings?: no
Have you started watching any new TV shows recently?: naah
When was the last time you sat in the back seat of a car?: idr lol
Are you good at answering random general knowledge trivia questions?: nope
Have you ever been obsessive over calories, exercise etc.?: nope
What is your favourite shape of pasta?: rotini
Do you live to eat, or eat to live?: live to eat
Have you ever played Cards Against Humanity? Did you like it?: nope
Are you going to work or school tomorrow?: work
When did you wake up today?: 10
What is the time right now?: 11:31 am

Feelin kinda right now
I think orange is the new black has gotten me all emotional

Looks
Are you happy with the way you look?: Nah
Do you like the way your hair looks? : Yes.
What would you change about the way you look if you could? : my body
Do you always wear make-up? : i hate makeup
Do you feel unattractive without make-up? : no
What is your favorite color to wear? : purple
Do you think you are attractive? : no
What is your best feature?: legs/chest
Other
What is your favorite lipstick color? : none
Favorite eyeshadow color? : none
Favorite eyeliner color? : none
Favorite color? : purple
What is your favorite scent? : victorias secret
Have you ever danced around your room in your underwear?: who hasnt
Do you ever sing into your hairbrush like in the movies?: no
Have you ever kissed a picture?: no
Do you sleep with a teddy bear? : maybe
Do you like the color pink? : nah
Do you paint your nails? : yes
Are you afraid of spiders?: yes
Do you like to wear heels? : no
Do you like to wear skirts and dresses?: no
Do you wear earrings? : nah
What is your favorite shade of pink? : none
Are you a chocolate lover? : kind of
Do you like to shop? : sometimes
Do you like putting outfits together?: maybe.
Do you keep a diary?: noep
Romance
Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? : yes.
Have you ever had a crush on a celebrity? : yes.
Have you ever had a crush on friend's boyfriend? : maybe.
Ever had a crush on a neighbor? : nope
Have you ever had your heart broken? : yes
Are you in love? : no
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? : yes
Do you write letters to your future husband? : nope
What's your idea of a perfect date?: movies and dinner
Did you go to prom? : yes
What color was your junior prom dress?: i didnt go to junior prom
What color was your senior prom dress?: ombre.
Do you like to wear jewelry? : no
Do you want to get married? : dont think so.
Other
Do you like to read? : yes
Do you read romance novels? : yes
What's your favorite novel? : 50 shades of grey
Do you wear perfume? : sometimes
Are you ticklish? : nope
Are you sensitive? : yes
Do you ever wish you had a shoulder to cry on? : i do
Do you feel loved? : nope
Do you feel accepted for who you are? : nah
Do you feel that all your emotional needs are being met right now? : hahaha no
Are you happy? : yes
Do you like flowers?: i do
Do you have flowers in a vase in your room? : no
Do you have any candles in your room? : no
Do you like fashion? : yes
Do you like to cook? : nope
What's your natural hair color? : brown
Do you dye your hair? : yes
Have you ever dyed your hair? : i have
What colors have you dyed your hair? : black, red
Are you scared of growing older? : i am
What do you currently crave? : caffiene
Do you love sleepovers? : i do
What's your favorite sleepover game? : dont have one
Do you have a best friend that you tell all your secrets to? : i do.
If not, do you want one? : ^
Do you feel like the way you look on the outside reflects who u r inside? : maybe
Do you like yourself? : yes
What's your favorite flower? : idk
Can you sing? : no
Can you dance? : no
Are you graceful? : hah no
Do you like tea? : yuck no
Do you decorate for holidays? : yes
Have you ever kissed a girl? : no
Have you ever questioned your sexuality? : yes
Have you ever wished on a star? : maybe
Do you daydream excessively? : yes
Do you write poetry? : nope
Do you hurt inside? : sometimes
What's your passion?: idnn
What makes you come alive? : nothing
Who do you think are the most attractive female celebrities? : sophia bush
How about male celebrities? : taylor kinney
What colors look good on you? : black
What colors don't look good on you? : white
Do you feel insecure? : yes
Do you have any tattoos? : no
Would you ever get a tattoo? : yes
How about a piercing? : yees
Would you ever get a perm? : no
Do you straighten your hair? : yes
Did you play with Barbies as a kid? : yes
What did your favorite Barbie doll look like? : idr
What was your first CD? : i cant even remember
Did you listen to boy bands? : one direction
Do you like to swim? : yes
Are you self-conscious in a bathing suit? : i can be
Are you free-spirited? : maybe