Fair warning the following came straight from my heart no think. If you think it is bad don't be afraid to tell me.

No Understanding
By Oliver Gemmel

To my knowledge there is no understanding,
Of my life and what is wrong.
My best friend is pissed,
And I am emotionally confused.
Three girls,
One messed up mind.
I don’t know what to do,
I’ve thought of drinking.
I’ve thought of doing drugs,
I never had the courage to do any of it.
Even for me,
There is no understanding.

Can't see the light,
It feels hotter than Hell.
I'm so weak I can't fight,
I am forever trapped in my cell.
I wait the day,
When the dead is set free.
The living screaming in dismay,
They will all try to flee.
Only one will stay,
My love waiting for me.
Others screaming like a giant hell hound,
But her love will set me free.