I just lost someone that I once knew sometime last

I once knew Eminem before he died I didn’t see it on the news but when I wanted to alert him because I could finally get visitors for one good time because I wanted to play with him on poki so l googled did Eminem die or is he still alive and turns out he died I missed him so mother f***ing much once again someone died and I didn’t even get to say goodbye at their funeral