Simple..humble..and outgoing...a fellow who is just out to make his way and help another fellow if I can. I dont want to step on anybody else's toes or get in anyones way. I love my children and having my life the way I like it. Peaceful and alone. Not saying I wouldn't like to meet a lady...but she has to be like me...out in the rain and she will understand it if she is the one. Never met a person I didnt like and never met a person that was like me. I love a lot of things but my favorites are breathing and watching my girls grow. Outdoors and barefoot defines me best. I love an adventure but I also love the comforts of home. Trying new things and learning something new would be the best way to describe my personality...yet some days I just like to lean back and enjoy the little things. My mother passed a while ago.... and she taught me so many things. On her death bed, when we last talked before she became to ill to communicate anymore, she said to me ..you must always think of your children first...I only hate leaving because its my children now that I think of..not death itself. She gave me the understanding that ..its what we do through our children thats most important. And so out of all things I love..my children will always be at the top of the list. My personality is a palette of colors and my mind a maze of puzzles and mystery. In other words..I am very open minded and I am always into something new. So I love for anyone to share things with me and peak my interests for sure. If you cant grow..You cant know..its a solid philosohy I think. I guess where I am in life is a very confusing one at times. Im in a pivotel time where my decisions seem to be so critical. Although my life is not an open book..I will tell you these things now and you decide rather or not I am worth your time.... I was asked recently if I was happy.. I believe there are many levels of happiness and a side of me has never been happy, yet..a side of me has never been sad. I learned a long time ago to love myself regardless if others loved me or not. I can be proud of myself at times..at others, I admit I can let myself down. Welcome to the world of being Human..lol. If you met me in real life I probably wouldnt have more than 2 words to say, yet after you get to know me I would love you to death and talk about anything. I am a laugher, a prankster, a riddler and a lover of all things that make a person smile and brings them joy. Ill try anything one time just for the experience though that has a few clauses I would add right there..lol. My heart is loving and forgiving.. I dont hold grudges, I forgive just about anything and hold out on saying anything to someone that would be negative or a cause of conflict till the last moment. If I hurt.. I try not to hurt in return.. I know the sun will set and rise a few times and then emotions relax and you can really wished you hadnt made these choices that hurt someone just because they hurt you. I love to help others.. I sometimes feel God may have wanted that to be my true calling... I will put anyones feelings over my own to make them happy..hey, Im proud of that, very proud. I guess maybe I feel sometime like I am meant to be alone and its really a great feeling to help lost souls and broken hearted people find their way... What hurts is when you do that and then turn around to find them gone without a Thank you, though I expect nothing in return,a hug goodbye helps...sometime a friend you talked to everyday will not even want to say hello to you after they have found their happiness...but thats ok..we all carry on...lol, Yes..I have been hurt terribly and many times,how did you know, we will have no pity here.. I choose not to feel sorry for myself. Instead, I focus on spreading love and friendship I fail to find myself. I have to admit... I do miss many.. I hope they miss me..;) So there..nuff said.. I am a plain old hi tech country boy who loves the Lords Laws , the Lords creation... and the Lords Sacrifice. I believe we all should be thankful for the air we breath and so I am a humble man. My heart is to big for my own good but I know its the only way to teach my daughters right from wrong. If you dont have a heart you cant love. Cherish life and the people whom we are blessed with and never, never go to bed angry. I am peaceful and kind to everyone that I can be and am always hoping to help anyone in need. oh yeah... and I LOVE my daughters...LOL.......How many times can I say that?..They are my world and my everything. If I were to lose them I have no idea how I would bring myself to go on. You know, writing this is easy untill you think about others reading it. I guess I just want anyone who has enough interests in me to know me and not waste their time if I seem to be the type they wouldnt enjoy being around. I welcome anyone who is looking for a friend to message me.. I enjoy making new friends and I assure you I will be tickled to meet you..lol. I love to learn..so there isnt much I DON'T like...I read and I have written several books that I have had printed but not published...I wished!! Science and History...and of course Computers stand out..I am a casual gamer..I enjoy more of the Adventure and RPG type games and I enjoy a good racing game..who doesnt love to drive fast..lol I am an intellectual sponge,if I am learning something I will not move untill I have absorbed everything. Dont be afraid to share with me...so here are a lot of my interests in a nutshell ....try to keep up! ;)I AM an outdoor, animal, plant, tree hugging, starwars, dungeons and dragons, transformers, matrix, mechwarrior, magic the gathering, marvel(all comics), clicks(the game), computer geek...nuff said...ohh..And I love the sky and whats beyond it...did I mention I like chinese food(Chicken yumm)....???...i love so much...i enjoy just about everything there is to do..lol..i may sound like im 12 years old...but I am more..much more than what you are hearing here.. I love the art of music.....veriety... veriety...New Age and Abstract Electronica being my most intersting to explore...at THIS TIME.....lol....Honestly ..I love soo much ...You never know what Ill put up next ..but I do SO love music ..;) Movies?!..NOW this is tough....ALL KINDS again. LORD OF THE RINGS...STAR WARS...PRINCESS MONONOKE...HOUSE OF FLYING DAGGERS...THE NOTEBOOK...THE RING...ICE AGE...THE MATRIX TRILOGY....enough?LoverBoy And Bridge to Teribithia being my best trips last taken...ok. The Transformer movie was not bad...1408 was splendid..and I enjoyed Epic Movie and Dragon Wars....ill continue to add more! I loved The Spiderwick Chronicles .. lol anyone ever seen Ode to Billy Joe..;) Forrest Gump... I love this story ;) Dances with Wolves ... The Man in the Iron Mask ... Television...HEROES...I LOVE IT. My Name is Earl. Scrubs. Friday Night Lights. Law and Order. I love any Science, History, or Nature documentary..ohh yeah... CARTOONS!!! lol Books?..The old Dragonlance sagas. Lord of the Rings, Anne Rice books (interview with a vampire and queen of the damned). Anything by Terry Brooks and Margeret Wise and Tracy Hickman...Stephen King and Terry GoodKind..(sword of truth) Laura Ingalls Wilder(laugh..i dont care)...H.G. Wells...Dr. Seuss...and Beatrix potter..ill add more as I think of them...lol My Heroes..??..JESUS CHRIST. My Daughters Crystal and Kaeli. And my Father who passed away in 1991 of lung cancer ... My mother who recently passed away as well from colon cancer...My nephew Jacob who was killed in a tragic drowning accident ..and last but not least...Pamela Griffin, the mother of my children, keep trying friend...your gonna be fine!
I love all kinds of games..everything from console and pc..to the internet based mmorpgs... My last addiction on console was the Xbox 360 version Of the new Mortal Kombat!
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