I was surprised you were a year older than me
'Cause I thought you were thirteen, too
And I realized we were also neighbors
And you just moved
And we became good friends
We had our first kiss when I was sixteen and you were seventeen
And I loved every moment of it

I was thirteen
You were fourteen
I was in middle school
You were in high school
I was in 8th grade
You were in 9th grade
And that's when we met

I saw you in the park
You didn't look much older than me
We seemed to be the same age
You came over and talked to me
We talked and instantly became friends

You put me under a spell
I'm under your spell
So many incantations...
I'm hypnotized
I'm enchanted

I open up to people
It's all because of you
And I hate you for it
I don't want to be soft
I hate being soft
I hate feeling vulnerable
I want to be tough
I like being tough
It scares people
And that way, I'll never get hurt
But you came along and ruined it, shattered it