What if the people in my life are not real?
What if the words they say are actually my thoughts?
What if I'm the only one?
What if they're all in my mind?
What if I made them up to keep myself from losing it?
If I said this out loud, would they think I'm crazy?
Would they think I'm delusional?
Is it all in my mind?
Is it real?

I have pretty weird dreams
I'm odd
My mind is kind of crazy
What if the people in my life are a figment of my imagination?
What if they don't actually exist?
What if I'm the only one living on this planet?
Am I the only one left on this planet?
My mind is kind of crazy
It's full of these thoughts
These warped thoughts
My mind is so warped

I might be crazy
I'm having a lot of weird dreams
I might be insane
My mind is full of weird thoughts
My thoughts are so weird

Both girls are me
One is sweet
The other is manipulative
One is kind
The other is selfish
One is nice
The other is mean
The sides of me

I'm still emotionally immature
I'm still growing up
I'm learning, as I grow
Yeah, I'm almost twenty
And I'm still learning
I'm still maturing
I need time to grow up
Maybe, I won't be immature
I won't be so manipulative or selfish